Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Ho-Jin Suh Final Reflective CAS essay

Over the past two years of creativity, action, and service, I have matured more than I have ever done in the past. I am now confident to say that I am a better leader than I have been in my life. Although I was a naïve leader, I am certain that the experiences will always assist me to become a good leader when I need to be. I am proud that I held onto great opportunities that shaped who I am right now. I would like to tell my juniors at the International School of Kenya that you should be thankful for attending a school with such diverse choices, especially in Kenya, and that you should never withdraw from taking action because you are afraid. Everything happens for a reason, so never feel discouraged, but at least try it first.
When I first came to Kenya in 10th grade, I was extremely uncertain about myself and my future. I always had the dream of leading a group of people, but I was scared, afraid, and unsure. The only choice I had was to join as many and diverse clubs, so I started with three service clubs, two creativity clubs, and two action clubs. I will never regret giving a shot because I have learned so much from each clubs. Reflecting on how I feel about each clubs, I feel proud, and I wish to continue them after I graduate high school.
I was able to expand my individual skills a lot in creativity and action. My creativity skills stretched through jazz band and my church worship team. I started learning guitar in 10th grade from my friend at church, and I was able to stand on stage to perform. Having started playing flute since 4th grade, I joined jazz band for two years, and often performed at church for worship. I have also practiced singing, and am currently a sub-vocalist in the church worship team since last year. These musical skills allowed me to learn the importance of harmony among groups, because without team-work, nothing can sound pleasant. Similarly, with sports, by playing golf and going horse-riding, I was able to learn self-control. Golf and horse-riding requires a lot of control, which frustrated me in the beginning, but as I practiced more and more, I learned new tricks and what is effective.
Service has always been the motivation in my past, is the motivation today, and will be the motivation in the future. As a child, my parents always encouraged me to live the life of giving others. But how? I had no knowledge to help the people in need. The only power I had was my personal backgrounds in Egypt, South Korea, Lebanon, Jordan, the United States and Kenya. Having lived in the Middle East for six years, not to mention Kenya for approximately two and half years at the moment, I would say that my memories were not that pleasant. Memories of people neglected in the streets, paupers begging, and kids malnourished. I recall a time when I repeatedly reminded myself, ‘How can I help all these innocent and needy people?’ I realized there are some similarities among them: no opportunity for education, unawareness of the importance of improvement, and lack of healthcare.
For the past two years, I attended one of the biggest national hospitals in Kenya, the Kenyatta Hospital, for voluntary service. Whenever I visit to share my life stories and listen to the juvenile patients’, I see the utter dejection in the kids’ eyes – the kids with cancer, deformed arms and legs, blind, abandoned. Whilst serving in Kenyatta Hospital, the lack of ability to cure people with advanced technology came into my regards. Only if the hospital was able to provide sufficient and appropriate care, the situation would not have been worse. I still wish that in the near future, I could return to this hospital to comfort these kids with the biggest smile.
Having encountered Kenya’s harsh conditions, I am well aware of the social issues here that need to be solved – human equality and rights, animal poaching, water issues, poverty, and healthcare. After realizing the seriousness of these specific problems, I thought that African countries, in particular, need more attention. Of many experiences in Kenya, I clearly remember one disturbing incident as my family drove by a street. It was shocking to see Kenyan children washing their bodies in a sewer pipe. Were they aware of the diseases they could get from it? Did they even care? Without the knowledge, there cannot be improvement. I strongly feel that informing Africans about creating quality life is crucial. As the head of the Global Issues Network club, I noticed how important informing the community about social issues is. Every day, social issues are created, solved, deteriorated, and ameliorated. To resolve these issues may take decades, but it is our generation’s obligation to solve, or at least relieve, them.
            Additionally, one of the biggest accomplishments of my life is climbing Mount Kilimanjaro. “Climbing Mount Kilimanjaro has been the hardest challenge I have faced this year, and I am proud to say that I’ve overcome such an obstacle; an obstacle that not just redefined my potentials, but also aided the education of Kenyan local students.” published in my personal blog Ho-Jin Style in Kenya.
The primary purpose of this voluntary mission was to donate money to primary school students who could not afford to get into secondary school. During the weeks of arrangement and preparation with three other friends who also volunteered in this mission, we were able to get sponsors willing to donate the money we needed. We were able to fundraise 200,000 KSH, which is equivalent to $2400, to help ten Kenyan students enroll in secondary school. Hence, the mission was carried out successfully, under one condition: we must reach the summit of Mount Kilimanjaro, the roof of Africa. If we fail to reach the summit, our uniform goal would vanish into thin air.
Through hardships and teamwork, my friends and I were all able to accomplish our mission on January 2nd, 2013. I have to say, without the encouragement of one another, we wouldn’t have been capable of hiking for hours each day. No words can describe the happiness that I felt after my goal was complete.
However, this isn’t the end of my ambition, but just the beginning. Kenya has directly shown me where I should be heading in the future. The desire to return back to Africa continues on, and by the time I return, I dream to carry out community service with the same happiness I felt on the roof of Africa.
It was just two years ago, when my dad was appointed the Kenyan superintendent of Korea Trade-Investment Promotion Agency (KOTRA). Then, I faced mixed feelings of disappointment and anticipation; I thought Kenya would be the last country that I will ever live in Africa. But now, Kenya might not be the last one after all.


Saturday, November 9, 2013

GIN + Golden Hearts!

Today, the Golden Hearts students and GIN members reunited! Golden Hearts members were chosen last year for the GISS conference, and they were students who carried out great projects in their own community. It was so inspiring to meet them again because it was amazing to see that they are still working on the success of others. Tito, a member of the JUMP foundation, came again to lead us. We played two games as energizers: fruit basket and mingle. I really enjoyed fruit basket because it was something new for the club, and I thought we could play this game again sometime within our group. We also made handshake partners (lumber jack handshake and cappuccino handshake). We didn’t really use this, but it was fun to use this again after months.
After the games, we had two activities: What is success to me? And What are the challenges? This provided us a chance to reflect on what success really means to me and gave me an idea of where I should head. Success is an endless journey, not a destination. Even if we fail to do something, there is always something to learn and we should never stop pushing ourselves further. Within our group, when we discussed what the limiting factors were, most of them turned out to be from “self,” meaning that our laziness, lack of time, and we make our life itself a barrier to reach further success.
In the afternoon, I attended two workshops: Poaching and Education. Both workshops were done by the GIN members and I thought they were both informative and interactive. I really enjoyed poaching because the power point presentation was relevant to Kenya and the game was really unique. The game was basically a tag game except people were divided into 4 groups: carnivores, herbivores, poachers and conservers. Carnivores can catch herbivores, poachers can catch both, and conservers can save both animals. For education, the group compared the education in Kenya and Finland with videos and presentations. We were divided into two groups and we debated on what is a better education: Quantity or Quality? This gave me an idea that both are important so it was hard to choose a side.
Overall, I was extremely happy to see the Golden Hearts again. I hope to see them sometime again because they suggested that GIN and they should do a project together. We should start planning what to do!


Thursday, November 7, 2013

GIN: Planning for workshops and plans for future...

Global Issues Network club has so far been really active and we have done so many activities throughout the year. I am so proud of all the members because of their active participation. As out main theme was Water issues so far, we have had Mr. Lavender come and talk to us about this, and we also had presentations done by members. Also, we partnered with Me to We for the PTO picnic and raised, donated 20,000 KSH ($240) as well as partnered with Free the children and they came to inform us about more statistical information about water. As for water issues, we are planning on raising more money by doing bake sales :) We already have so many planned for the future, it is a matter of time whether we can do all of them! Next week, we have hosted our second guest of the GINtalks series, Peter Moll. He is heavily involved in various organizations in Kenya so he has lots to tell us!

Thursday, October 10, 2013

National Honor Society! + Ceremony



This year, I have been selected as a Simba chapter member of the National Honor Society! I am so grateful that I can finally expand my leadership! Everyone in the meeting seemed so excited because getting into NHS is a really hard process. In the ceremony, Ms. Henderson, our IB coordinator, Mrs. Giddings, the former NHS advisor, Mr. Blanchard, our high school principal, and Mrs. Zents, our current NHS advisor had their speeches. All the former NHS members had their own students to talk about, and I felt so special. Aliya was the one who talked about me because she is one of my good friends. The teachers made it seem so intense and kept emphasizing our characters, dedication to service and leadership roles in school. I felt that I should keep my  rectitude as I am a role model of the school. I am looking forward to a great year with great, passionate, and intelligent students!



Tuesday, October 1, 2013

GIN: FREE HUGS!



After all the events, I thought that GIN should hold a free hug day for people who need comfort. I hoped to make GIN a nice, welcoming club for the school. As we are passionate about changing life and empowering others, we thought that it would be wonderful to give friends and teachers hugs! Clubs shouldn’t exist for their own profits, but for the better of the ISK community. Selfishness will never create harmony. As the ISK community is in shock and hardship, unity was needed J It was great to see people outside of GIN participate in this free hug event!

Monday, September 30, 2013

GINtalks #1: Emmanuel Jal talks about hope


As part of our GINtalks series, Emmanuel Jal has been invited as our first guest to come share his experience. Instead of making it a club event, we made a slight change after the westgate event and made it a whole school event. Mr. Blanchard and Mr. Baker, our high school and middle school principal were supportive in this decision, so we were able to invite the whole ISK community. I personally thought his talk was the perfect timing after all the traumatizing events because we encouraged everyone with his words and music. Everyone needed that moment of relief and I was so glad to have been part of the event. In a nutshell, Emmanuel Jal was a child soldier and he experienced extreme hunger that he reached a point when he tried eating his friend. He mentioned that that was the point when he reached the very bottom of his life and that this experience brought him here. He talked about hope and education for all. He was such a motivator and people were so energetic after the event, so I was also really happy. I thought that we should definitely have more GINtalks... can't wait!
P.S. I got a signature from him :)


Mrs. Lavender, Shea, me, and Ms. Houriez: GIN Leaders! :)